"If you love something set it free, if it comes back to you it's yours,if it doesn't it wasn't meant to be.".
What if that person comes back into your life as a friend? It's better than not having them at all, right?
So, why is it that I feel like crap? I mean, I'm glad he's okay, and he's a great guy, but I feel like it's ackward or something. I don't think that anything more than friends will ever happen, and I'm fine with that.
I guess my question is, I set him free, he came back but only as a friend
.-I'm also finding it hard to talk to him on the same level. In a way, he talks to me like nothing ever happened. I kind of lose thought of what to say next while talking. It's ackward feeling. I don't have enough guts yet to ask him what's up. I mean, I don't need to tick him off! I want to ask him where I sit in his life and make sure we're both on the same page. I want to make sure that neither of us are expecting anything.
.He taught me how to love again and to feel, then he left and took my heart with him. I knew he would never care for the girls he was seeing the way he cared for me because of our loooonnnnggggg conversations we shared night after night.that all..& all he said is that he didn't want to lose me from his life as a friend.
but after all that : i know that life can't gives as all what we needed . we most move on & keep looking for somth new ^^ ;)
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